I stand
beyond the reach of what I see.
I feel
the emptiness surrounding me.
I search
for warmth among the stars at night.
I find
no comfort in their distant light.
I seek
a place that has no empty space.
I want
to disappear without a trace.
I sense
the urgent need to be no more.
I take
myself down to the ocean shore.
I come
to heal the pain that flows through me.
I cross
the sand that leads down to the sea.
I slip
beneath the sea foam soft as down.
I breathe
the water there until I drown.
f.t.pishotta - 7/07